Resume Virtues and Eulogy Virtues

Resume Virtues and Eulogy Virtues

New York Times columnist David Brooks says there are two different types of virtues, resume virtues and eulogy virtues. I spent the first half of my life building resume virtues. Most of us do. There is nothing wrong with that. It is a part of life’s rhythm. For the last decade I have been more interested in eulogy virtues.

Resume virtues get you a job, keep you out of poverty, and if you are lucky, let you create a more just and verdant world. I believe in the church, that broken and messy community that occasionally gets it right when it focuses on loving God and neighbor and not much else. I devoted my working life to the church, though for the most part it eventually rejected me. Still, I would do it again.

But I was not the Rev. John Ames in Marilynne Robinson’s Gilead, content to minister in just one place. I was too ambitious and inquisitive. I embraced the Renaissance life, working in the church, social services, television, print media, counseling, preaching and teaching. More than once I built something good. I tried not to leave bodies behind, though when you run something, anything, there will always be bodies left behind.

Then I was done. It was time for someone else to raise the money, cast the vision, dream beyond the ordinary, push the boundaries. I left the land of resume virtues and embraced a life of eulogy virtues.

When you leave one for the other, there are great changes. You have fewer friends but deeper friendships. You listen more and talk less. You trust the flow instead of engineering results. You discover some things no longer feel like a choice. You do not necessarily want to change careers, but somehow you know you must. You have no interest in going back to school, yet you go back to school. You open the cobwebbed corners of your heart to all those things that were always so unreasonable. Some of them begin to pursue you with holy terror. Consequences no longer matter. Being true to the journey does.

If you previously took the road more traveled by, played by the rules and stayed safe, you know it is time to join Odysseus – not on his first journey – but his last. It is time to join Jacob on the quiet side of the river Jabbok, time to wrestle with God. If you choose not to go on this second journey, God will probably just let you go your own way, declining to fight. But if you do wrestle with God, your defeat will be remarkable in and of itself, full of light and limping and love.

If you read this blog with any regularity you know the nature of my journey toward the virtues of eulogy. You know my wrestling with God. You’ve seen the pain on the page, so much that sometimes it has been too difficult to read. But if something other than misplaced anger draws you to this blog, you too are probably moving toward the eulogy virtues. That is why I enjoy hearing from you, and the comments you so thoughtfully post.

Within certain parameters, like needing to eat, drink, breathe and sleep, we all get to decide how we are going to live this life. To live the resume virtues is important for ego development, cultural growth and civilized life. To live the eulogy virtues is to embark on a journey toward wisdom, undertaken with paradoxical measures of trepidation and joy. I enjoyed the first journey. The second journey? Well, enjoy wouldn’t be the right word. How about breathtaking.

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4 thoughts on “Resume Virtues and Eulogy Virtues

  1. Paula I continue enjoying your posts. They are always well stated and thought out. I do hope that your belief in the messy bungling along people we call the church is still in tact. As “the church” I don’t reject you, and pray that you are comfortable knowing that the church isn’t just one voice. There is a part of the church that rejects you, but there is also a part of the church which embraces you. Though it would be hard to quantify the percentage of the church in each category in some sense this isn’t important. The church has always been somewhat divided. I appreciate the truth that God’s true church has always and will always be the minority of the voices. God Bless Larry the Lamb

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  2. It seems to be a very natural path of mankind that we would chase after the things that really don’t matter in the end – the things that “enhance” our resumes. These are often the things for which we receive the praise of man. Maybe these things are okay, but it is not our chief end. I want to build a “resume” that points people to Christ. I want to build a “resume” that brings glory to God. I want to hear Him say “Well done, my good and faithful servant.”

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  3. good morning Paula. Another wonderful wake up story to start my day. I am a roman catholic and a good catholic. What I don’t understand is how can the church be not accepting of this and on the other hand protect the catholic priests for their behavior with children. Shame on them

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